I really did not mean to take a week off….I shouldn’t have either. But I did. To be honest I am pretty disappointed in myself for that! But! I am super proud of myself for getting up at 5 this morning to do yoga, bible study, coffee, and listen to a podcast. Now that it is 7:30, I am “Working”. I actually started at 7….but the internet sucks here, so everything is finally loaded.
Ok, on to the real subject of this post!
Everyone has at least one fear, right? I mean, if you don’t then I applaud you! That’s amazing!
I thought I should share my top ten fears. I’m not a 100% sure they will be in order, but I will try.
I honestly don’t know why this has always been my biggest fear. I mean I remember this being my scariest nightmare as a kid, even before I could read. I say that, because I know some of that fear comes from books I read as a kid. Have you noticed that in a lot of books, the mom dies/is dead?? Why??? That’s terrible! I thought since it happened so much in books, that it must happened to me. So, yeah. Still a big fear there.
World War 3
Honestly, I’m so afraid of this one because I’m afraid that I will be married and have a family when it starts, and sorry, but I really do not want to watch my husband go off to war!!
Watching friends and family die
I am sure this is on everyone’s list. I mean, no one wants to watch the people they love die. Unless you are a mentally unwell. I really do not want to out live all my friends. That would suck.
RREeaallyyy afraid of people being angry with me. I have a list of Nos for a guy. I will not date anyone with anger issues. Nope. Never. No way.
This kinda goes in hand with the anger fear. If I fail someone, they get mad. This is a fear I really need to work through, because I am bound to fail a lot. I think I will write another post on this! (Sign up for my email, it’s to the right side of you, to get notified 😉 )
Another common fear, I think. Why would I want to be high off the ground, making it possible for me to accidentally fall to my death?
Trapped/Closed in small spaces
Yes, I know there is a name for this, but I don’t know how to spell it, and as I said the internet sucks, so I don’t want to go load another page to look it up, and I’m not moving from this desk to go get the dictionary, otherwise I might get distracted.
Talking to guys
Since I do not want to be single forever, I really need to work through this one, pronto. I think it’s because if I talk to a guy, that could lead to a potential relationship, (Friend or other) Which means I’ll get close to hem, fail them, and they will get angry at me, and won’t want to be friends or more with me.
Ok, really they are scary and creepy. Some can fly, they can swim, climb, and slip through just about anything, and they have fangs, and killer hugs! There is no hiding from them!
As I’m sure you know, fear is very crippling. It is very hard living life in fear, and something that as a Christian I am not supposed to do. I need to put my faith in God, and know that He knows what is best for me, and that he has a plan for my life, that I need to follow and obey.
Fear is the devil’s tool, not God’s. And my fear is a lack of trust in God my Father.
So! With lots of prayer, and learning trust, I will get though them! And so can you!
Comment below one of your fears, but also comment something that you are proud of! I love hearing from you!
Have an amazing day!